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What is Love if it
Loses Consciousness?
I greet the gray, silent morning with indecision.
The
chain link fence I walk beside.
A tree behind it goes
crazy, waving its
frescoed tower of leaves
in the wind.
Long
needles cling to each limb. Spiny path, I pine my way
down
the sidewalk. The sky defies definition. Above me nothing but a
winter face,
dark with puffed clouds for cheeks, eyes ready to open and shed some
great
winged tears. In the prison on the city, I mask my anguish by acting
city-like.
Long coat, thick scarf- head down. The sound of my
lone footsteps,
like an echo that perceives distance. I could be here or there,
arriving or retreating.
The air is motionless with
cold. The
buildings are asleep. Shadows are the only
things moving. Reason
passes me by. I
forget what love is. Some long lost something.
A
dream perhaps? A thief's new possession. The sun hides inside
trousers.
I wear delirium because my heart has sunk into a drunk and homeless
state.
The
Adoptees
Heaven waits like a four star hotel, full service with angels at beck
and call, loved ones
booked for eternity on the
same floor, room service from a company of servants. The Father, God-managing it
all, the entire
corporation in His hands, a menagerie of spirit, solid, liquid, ice and light. Moon pals to keep company
with, stars to sing you
to sleep at night. A
rescue Hall filled with all the lost, every stillborn, each abortion, the suicides and homicides, the stubborn and
the restless. Every
Friday night they hold an adoption party which every advanced soul
attends. It isn't
charity, it isn't a requirement, to adopt the less fortunate. It is,
however, the miracle
they've been waiting for.
Awareness
Look, the sage of consciousness has found me.
He's knocking against my skull. He's trying to pull
back the
curtain of my eye.
He's attempting to
crawl
into my unlocked body through an open window.
Perhaps I should let him in.
Together, we could start
a
cult.
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